Nothing left to lose.

When i was 10 the biggest most gigantic thing i ever had to worry about was how to collect Rs.180 to buy a football whenever i needed a new one. 15 years later and here i am.. nothing to win and nothing left to lose. Somewhere along the way i just forgot how to live for myself. And that somehow cost me everything. This world is weird in this way. When it takes something away from you it never gives it back. Hearts bleed, Souls scream but the world keeps on spinning.. leaving you behind if you don't try to keep up. People are weird too. No matter how dear they may claim you are to them they won't hesitate a second to squish you under their giant feet and carry on without you if they have to. There are no rules around here. Relations are overrated, people are overrated. Life is overrated.