What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Life goes on they say. Things change, priorities change, friends leave but life doesn't stop for anybody. Yes it doesn't. But it changes completely. And how it does depends on what we lose, how we lose it and what it meant to us. I've always put relations first. Always will if there is any left of it. I don't want to brag but in the past few days i'v realized that i am insanely loyal and selfless. Normally people don't see it. Probably they never will but in all honesty i never have and never will let anything go for my own good. I'm just not like that. and somehow i never leave a trace. I'v made peace with the fact that people are going to hate me for the things i make people believe i do but in my heart i know what i'v done and that these things have nothing to do with me. I go on.. life goes on. At this moment i'm completely lost. Not sure where i am, what my purpose is anymore. I simply feel useless. But i know i'll survive. I always do.