Life man, life.

After a long tiring week i decided to spend my weekend away, away from home and work. I had a fixture to go to so i decided to take some extra time out and went for a movie. This is something i knew i shouldn't have done from the very first minute. I picked up my cell a thousand times to ask a friend to come along but gave up telling myself i had to do it alone. i should.. because this is how its going to be like for the rest of my time here in the city. Alone and usually miserable. I reached 15 minutes late and went straight to the theater. Fate had decided to take me to a little trip of its own. A trip to my past. future and present at the same time. My seat was next to an old lady. she had come alone just like me. When i looked at her the first time i was convinced it was going to be a long movie. my eyes welled up as soon as i sat down. A few rows down ahead i saw some friends sitting together, enjoying just like we used to. It tore my heart into a million pieces. I watched the whole movie reliving my life from the very beginning to the very end. Being alone is not easy. Its hard and plain unfair. But fate was never fair.It never cared. It gives you as  it wills and takes away from you whatever it wants. And it never, NEVER gives it back. Life man, life.