Nothing.

I feel deprived of the ability to write whats on my mind right now because even i don't know what it is. Either my brain is tired as a result of all the uncomfortable nights i'v had lately or my eyes are getting weary of staring at the walls of my room, or its the heart that screams in pain every time i try to force it to get used to how things are or my soul still bleeds. I have a good memory and i'm excellent with dates but for some odd reason the past is a blur to me right now and I feel incapable of dreaming about the future. I guess my circumstances are finally getting to me. But this too shall pass.