Ticking time bomb.

I wake up each day with a strong realization of what lies ahead. Even though its the time of the year where i spend each day dreading the summers. The thought of being away from home.. it kills me. However this time its different. This time the summers are going to be forever. No escape at all. I'v spent all my life fearing the end and its finally here. Very close, very frightening. Like a ticking time bomb.